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SEVEN : by acidryLike I really care. Like I'd ever dare. I wont follow you anywhere.It's perfect in the moment.But scary in a second. It's probably the end of the world. I can always find a soapbox.I can always change the locks.And never let anyone in. Then I'll never have to figure out where to begin.As long as you don't compete you can never say you didn't win.Daydream all the way to the bank. Forget them all and pull rank.Don't look at the hole in the boat and ask how it sank.Whats wrong with what I've done all along.If I've never asked it couldn't be wrong.Difficult did it with the same old song.WHERE DID WE GO WRONG?WAS IT THIS WAY ALL ALONG. SING SING THE SONG.
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8:57 pm
Wish:by acidryArm draped across this shoulder brought forth old longings.Someone to laugh with to wake up next to say I love you even if it's a lie.Everytime something good happens I imagine sharing it with you.It's would never be as sweet as going home with you.I know this will never happen as long as it's something I should do.In my past I've come on strong. When I turned they had gone.If I let go of my self for one second tell me you'll be their when I look the other way.I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME.I WISH I HAD FOREVER. TO PUT OF THE GAME.
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3:13 pm
Amiss: by acidryTime wasted wasting.I'm young but no one's this young.Somehow not as human. Shame gone lame and it's all just another game.Living up to a name.Today is going slow tommorrow you never know.Take a minute to breath before you go.Will we ever evolve and grow?Who cares if they're laughing. Who cares if they're crying. I'm not ready yet. Don't send me packing yet. I don't want to leave you in regret.Egocentric and eccentric.Don't think about much that you don't know.You should try because were to small to not try to know. Sometimes they'll leave you so let go.I'M NOT READY FOR THIS.BUT WHO IS?WHAT IF , GONE AWRY GONE AMISS.MORE THAN THIS.
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Saturday, June 1st, 2002
11:33 pm
NORDIC: BY ACIDRYWe live in the great question.Always asking never enjoying.Do you really have to ask yourself why you do it.Or do you have to ask why you don't?Sometimes it is that simple. Do you really need to sample.Opportunity isn't hiding it's ample.Someday you'll be gone but you're here today.Enjoy it before it's gone away.What else is there to say.Live for today.Stop looking for the easier way.Life will laugh at you.It's how you handle that will get you through.Your not the first and your not the last.Don't dwell on the past.IT'S NOT THAT BAD. RELAX OR YOU'LL GO MAD. CALM DOWN SOMETIMES YOU'LL BE HAD.
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8:05 pm
Nocturn: by acidryAll the earmarks of somewhere treaded lightly.This was a no mans land where few had ventured.Heavily wooded it could stand even keel with any desert on this continent. Night approached on the forrest floor quicker than actuality. Deciding to avoid this on coming monstrosity he set up camp. Nothing fancy just a dome tent, cot and sleeping bag. He dreamt of school dances he had never gone to and women he barely knew.In his mind they had romances that would put any novel to shame.Sleeping totally ignorant of the desolate surroundings. Suddenly realizing as he was going to sleep that he had gone to sleep in this very spot on this very night once before.Wondering would he do the right things in this life, this time around.acidry2002
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Friday, May 31st, 2002
8:49 pm
CREDIT : BY ACIDRYYou know money changes everything. An ugly man is a lot more attractive with a large bank account. Flash a few bills and you hardly notice I'm overweight. If I'm sick you know I'll be seen first. Front row at every concert.If I beat you within an inch of your life I'll get off scott free.If you piss me off the end of a barrel or prison is what you'll see. You can walk and I'll drive by.Don't call me greedy because I only do what what you'd do. In a world where credit is blood I'm a vampire. I'm never alone I'll never walk the thin wire. I don't need to make apologies or worry about everything so dire.MONEY CHANGES EVERYTHING BUT WHY SHOULD I CARE. I DO WHAT ANYONE WOULD IF THEY COULD AFFORD TO DARE.DO ANYTHING , GO ANYWHERE. WHY SHOULD I CARE?
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4:31 pm
Onions: by errrrrrrrr....Grandma dosing on grandmas little helper. But she's not an addict cuz that shits prescribed. There was that time Mark Ledderman stole that car. Daddy said he went to the car thief retirement home. I looked it in the phone book and couldn't find it anywhere. Mom says I'd better work on my grades, the shit I'm pulling doesn't fly. But last time I checked a d minus was passing at least I gave it a try. The girls on t.v. are easy. Why can't life be that sleezy.What do you mean the guy doesn't get the girl. Next thing I know your going to tell me babies don't come from storks. Something , something porks. I want to live in a place where the beer is on the house. With six good looking manic roomates. I want bright colors and car chases. I just know when a girl says hi. That means she's going to give me some puntang pie. I HATE FUCKING ONIONS
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3:04 pm
SWELL : by acidryYou know they'd never say ok.They'd never accept your way.Morning and the start of a new day.Is this all we have to say.The girls could never be his friend.He'd always wonder to what end.A little evening dissassociation.A little neverending aggrevation.Want to quit before I start. From the bottom of the "heart". Where do you go from here. Are you happy living with the fear?Every wife's a working girl. Every husbands a dear John.This can't be forever .This can't be never.This can't be whatever.You use each others razor. Holding it so close. Always in the back of your mind.What will you find that you left behind.WE WILL NEVER GET MARRIED.IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE. LOST THE ANSWER IN THE WHY.
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1:00 pm
Mug:by acidryYou were married and I was brand new. To this world called love.It was simple I wish I'd knew.What guilt could do.And I fall apart before I even start.Naive matters of the heart.Paranoid at every turn.Running from every bridge I burn.I remember when I was stoned.Please I'm not your man. You were so happily ever after until I entered the plan.It's seemed so simple how could it go so wrong.I knew it was a lie all along. In all your infidelity did you ever question a single thing you could see.We were the same age. Born just days apart. We grew into women and men. We merely played the part. TELL HIM I'M SORRY. NEITHER COULD HANDLE RESPONSIBILITY.AS PLAIN AS THE WORLD COULD SEE.
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11:10 am
SONGS IN THE KEY OF INTOXICATION: BY ACIDRYJust one more for the road. To lighten this old load. This will be the last time. I can quit at any time.If I don't have it that's fine. Sobriety is just a plot of the man. This is clearly not a flash in the pan. The world will happen someday. Apathy will help me find my way. So what if I didn't quit and grow up like all of my friends. Stability is just one of their trends.I never found religion why can't it find me?My religion of intoxication is easier for me.It's all an ish or an ism.I'll go on living the day to day .Gotta have fun because today could be the last day.No one goes to heaven saying I wish I had had less sex, drugs and rock and roll. Call me deluded, paranoid, secluded. I've was violated and never included.No school dance no fabled romance. Ever gave me a chance. HE WAS FULL OF DELUDED ASPIRATION.ALL HE COULD SING WAS SONGS IN THE KEY OF INTOXICATION.HE DIED WITHOUT BREATH OR INSPIRATION. KEY OF INTOXICATION.
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Monday, May 27th, 2002
5:33 pm
"ADULT" : by acidryYou think your shit don't stink.If you were only as smart as you think.You only take yourself to the brink.Being an asshole isn't new.Grown child acting out at you.Everyone sits back because theres no convincing you.It doesn't matter I'll sit back while you stew.Whatever point you had was lost with what you thought you knew.I understand your mad but breaking your toys is just sad. You've been hurt so much that you can't trust anything and thats too bad. You find conpiracies everywhere even when there's nothing there. Your not a bad person but you just have to realize when it rains it pours and shit happens.Don't go blaming your friends thinking your finally seeing them for the people they truly are.Cuz the plain truth is your presumptions have gone too far.TANTRUM SO DUMB, IT'S MAKING EVERYONE NUMB.TANTRUM
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3:28 pm
Absinthe: by acidrySpent some time out west. Spent some time out east. Always slaying some new beast.A new table for another feast.Don't have any problems just a little destiny.As good as you never wanted to be.Blinking everytime the light reaches me. It's not so bad the things you don't see.Hurt and healed. Pilage your only field.And I'm going back home. I live everywhere. Just a citizen of anywhere.It's almost over , I meant to hurt you,but that's what I do.Running red, scared and half-dead. Was it something I read or something I'd been fed. DO AS YOU LIKE BUT AS FOR ME.I'LL CONTINUE CHASING THE DRAGON. AS LONG AS I'M ON THAT OLD GIRL'S TALE I HAVE NO PROBLEMS THAT I CAN SEE.
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Sunday, May 26th, 2002
10:39 pm
MORNING: BY ACIDRYEight o' clock interrupted by another day.Nine o' clock I'm on my way.What did I forget, what will I say.Who will I make myself today?The same man is on the same corner.A block from the same desk I work at every day.I say I don't have any change . Yet I buy a little liquor for after work.Asking who needs it more, who needs it at all.I pray for something even some catastrophe to break the monotony.I start my day.Not a lot of friendly faces. Everyone has an asshole and a complaint.Come five o' clock I'm going home.Left early no even noticed I left.No one ever does. Ran into a girl on the train who I've worked with for seven years.The girl who's occupied at least a few pleasant thoughts of my every waking day. When I said hello she struggled for my name and then finally remembered with an ok.All of my friends talk about their ex wives like it's nothing.I listen envious and hardly say a thing.I hope that if they remember me at all they remember I always had a smile.Every time I think of how I'm wasting the while.Will I ever walk the mile.I KNOW WHAT TOMMORROW WILL BRING.I WISH MORE IGNORANT.I WISH I WAS MORE ARROGANT.ASSHOLES AND GENTLEMEN.
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5:26 pm
Never Right: by AcidryYou call me volatile, you call me juvenile.But what about you? There seems to be something wrong with everything I do.Your first reaction is the worst reaction.Always turning it into something that it's not.You have dead aim on my fault's.Your ego is the game that plagues your verbal assualts.You bring up yesterdays news and give it todays spin. When all the unrelated jargon adds up I'm in a no win. Then in audacity you expect apology.But rationally I know this will not be.If you expect someone to see the error of their way's.Use a little caution and explain the reasons of your way's. A whole lot of negativity will only lead to shouting.Not a thing will be accomplished both sides will leave pouting.Because no matter how big it gets whats important is you're alive.Nobody shoots there foot on purpose.Don't let the can'ts thrive.NEGATIVITY ON ANOTHER SUNDAY. THERE HAS GOT TO BE A BETTER WAY.SOMEDAY.
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Friday, May 24th, 2002
7:14 pm
TRAX: BY ACIDRYEvery day I tread along. Every hour I thinly thread through the strong.Alway's humming with the popular song.And I ask myself,HOW MANY TIMES WILL WE FALL.How many times will our back's be to the wall.HOW MANY TIMES WILL WE FALL.It's easy as long as you don't care.It's safe as long as you don't go anywhere.Don't stop for a second because you're already there. There's a vixen on the loose. Putting another man in a noose.How vain must our mirror's see.How much pain with vanity will there be.And I ask myself:HOW MANY TIMES WILL WE FALL,NOT HEAD THE CALL.HOW MANY TIMES WILL WE FALL.acidry 2002
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Tuesday, May 21st, 2002
7:31 pm
THANK, YOU :BY ACIDRYShe works from nine to five always happy to serve.She prays every moment she's alive happy to serve.You can go all you want but to get anywhere you've got to be going somewhere.Believe me son eventually you'll tire of all this nowhere.Going, going , gone. Believe me I'm guilty for something but this isn't it.Relieve me I'm going for something if it's wasted effort I just might quit.She's watches every blemish because they are watching her.She see's the movies where the lonesome loser get's his girl and know's that never happens in reality.But fantasy is the fuel of a healthy man.Could never handle being flawed.When the end comes will you panic or go manic?The future is happening today.But we're all hoping for someday.I'm tired of someday.I'm tired of another way.They'll lock you up beat you up.But ignore you if you give up.SOMEDAY SHE'LL HAVE HER DOLLHOUSE.SOMEDAY SHE'LL HAVE HER DOLLHOUSE.
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Friday, May 17th, 2002
9:11 pm
Fabulous: acidryTrends are so yesterday. Ghetto fabulous today, jetset fabulous the next day.Let's go everybodies way.The other way.Na na na na na na.We are all intense and wearing black.Bluebloods and as repressed as our brother's.We need an entorage .Tripping on the mirage.Everythings so fabulous.If we get afraid we can always go home to mummy and daddy.Ten pills won't hurt me today.I thought you only did ten no wait that was yesterday.You'd like to thank the little people.Read a book and suddenly your an expert.At least you hope someone who actually knows will be around.Let's globe trot and get down to the sound.Always on the go for the next big thing.Check out these shoes they are already yesterday. Do you think they'll notice.Do you think they'll notice.Well darling I don't think they'll care.All the right friends.NA NA NA NA NALA LA LA ONCE IN A LIFETIME.GOING OUT OF BUISINESS.SO YESTERDAY.
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8:54 pm
SO TELL ME: BY ACIDRYComplete each other's sentence.Another day climbing into the sky.Her desk is on the 24th floor.Half past seven she's at her front door.Not as young as she'd like.Not as old as they'd like.He comes round in a half hour or so.Exhaustion musters up a hello.They embrace because they have too because that's what couples should do.The years go by,neither is where they'd want to be.Dissappointed by what they see.But she still has his coffee and he still has her breakfast every morning.They know it's failed but they choose to ignore the warning.Because they are all they have.Alway's looking forward to another "great" day . But they never come.Now they go through the motions.More like roomates instead of lovers.In this marriage of prostitution.Can't let go of this institution.Lived in this town for so long.Always wanted to see Paris.I guess I'll do it someday.I guess I'll do it someway.SO TELL ME A BETTER WAY.
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8:41 pm
SARAH: by acidry 2002Dreaming dreary on a sunny day.Screaming in gibberish for a better way.They all wondered everytime they met her if it would be the last. In the arena of performing for the bretheren she put them to shame like along lost voice from their own past.Doesn't fit into any class or cast.Girl you've got to go somewhere.You can't reside everywhere.She prefered to consider it nowhere.When all of her saints have left she still drops to her knees for a little survival.Will she be her only martyre?In their whispers it's her fate they barter.You can't remain undecided for eternity.But there's has to be a better, a bitter way.... She's no heiress trying her hand another lottery.Going home empty.Now she's upturned, churned and overburned.SARAH THERE'S ALWAYS TOMMORROW...
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Thursday, April 18th, 2002
6:29 pm
DEADSurprise attack in the middle of the night. Prisoner a moment later without a single right.No chance for struggle no chance to fight.Blindfolded and told to kneel.Accused without appeal.No room for error no room for escape.Gun flashes to your rear. The end is coming near.Last one so close ,a ringing in your ear.Any last requests in a foreign tongue.And that was the end.On death row dead man walking final hour.Such cruelty forced to cower.Forced into a situation with no power.He left just after midnight.Never to see the morning light.Right or wrong who's to say.Maybe necessary or is that a nay.Would you rather do life or end your life?We should make it an option not an issue of force . Will you live or die?THEY SAID THEY WERE PEACEFULLY EXECUTED