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NO RETURN: by acidryThis is the street you've known all your life. This is the town you've known all your life.You stay here because they stay here. Every person should have to leave the town they were born in after they graduate.The world would be a bigger place.We've gotta leave the city to farm.And the farm for the city.When you were old enough you swore you'd go.Now your old enough and you just don't know.Big city dreams gone to pasture.Humble abode in the middle of a humble road.Leave the family save the soul.Married into another role.When am I going to start living for myself?Is this great dream just for my health?Whats wrong with thinking of yourself?It's the lonely people that change the world.Nobody likes an individual but they admire them.Audacity to speak for everyone. When I said goodbye I knew I'd never truly go home again.It would never be the same .I would never be as tame.WOULD YOU RATHER DIE THE GOOD SON?OR THE BLACK SHEEP NUMBER ONE. HOME IS THE PLACE I FEEL COMFORTABLE. LEAVING LEAVING LEAVING I'M LEAVING HOME.
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Wednesday, July 17th, 2002
6:21 pm
MIDDLE CHILD: BY ACIDRYOn the radio is a sad song thats the same song we've sung all along. Waiting for revolutions while our lives turn to shit. Trying to make more out of our procreation. Turning everyday into divine inspiration.All the while we are under a black cloud. The animals are homeless and we're proud. If you wear it you are it. You'll laugh at yourself someday. You grow older the music becomes stupider. Back in the day was all that so you reinvent the wheel. When your legends were new were they such a big deal?Was your first listening unreal?I could speak generally all day but never even begin to find a better way. Too busy with your leisure losing your life. You find a wife because your supposed to have a wife. Our most sound notions exist on the notion of invulnerability. Never once consering the prospect of senility. I NEVER FORGOT DONALD, DOUGLAS, WINSTON AND JAMES.IT'S A NEW EVOLUTION AND I'M REALLY GOOD WITH NAMES.RED HEADED STEPCHILD IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GAMESDONALD,DOUGLAS, WINSTON AND JAMES. BUT DON'T YOU EVER, NEVER. FORGET NESTA.MIDDLE CHILD BUCK WILD MIDDLE CHILD MIDDLE CHILD MIDDLE CHILD.
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Tuesday, July 16th, 2002
4:10 pm
Venereal Venus: by acidryYou've been sleeping around. But who can blame a working girl?Long day and the wrong life.When you were young you were gonna be his wife.It's only as mysterious as your delusions. It's only as social as your conclusions. Everythings always on the tip of your tounge. Tweaked to perfection at the bottom rung.It's trite to say you'll die unsung.Every lie in rhyme the biggest is that they'll accept you with time. Not perfect but you sure as hell try only the weak fry.I'm gonna grow, learn and know. You know. But requirement isn't long term for a place to go. We are all awaiting the astroid and supernova. Living in the meantime.Urban grit and grime. Adopt a crime.Hangtime in the apocolypse. Cows taste better than leaves. So onward to the slaughter save me some sauce!And stop whinning about the loss.HEY MY VENEREAL VENUS. ALLIGATORFOOD GLASS CEILING AND ANOTHER MEANUS.MY VENEREAL VENUS.
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Sunday, July 14th, 2002
9:49 pm
Sometime, somewhen: by acidryDon't want to be humble but will readily humble. Learning one day at a time the value of the soul.Yearning for the knowledge but gawk at it's toll.Apologize for every breath make each of your days another closer to death. What was I supposed to do when it came to what I should do? How can you stare blankly as if I knew.I said goodbye to you that day never to look the other way. But some flash has caught my eye in defiance of my dismay.I was told to give it a few tries before there was a better way.Today was the same as the last.I forgot to say no .Now I hit myself in digust.How can I get to tommorrow if I can't trust?SOMETHING TELLS ME THERE'S SOMETHING MORE.FEIGN BRAVELY AS I'M KICKED OUT THE DOOR.SOMETHING TELLS ME THERE'S SOMETHING MORE.
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Wednesday, July 10th, 2002
6:20 pm
FLIGHT: BY ACIDRYJoin me honey and let's make our shit infamous.If time is really running short take my punch and be a sport.Forget that white trash second clash.Let's fuck into infinity. Get a taste of some mortal divinity. It only takes one gun to make a hundred men. A few dollars will make a man out of me . I'll make him pay and her see.How will they ever legalize it when you're too stoned to defend against those that criticize it.My girls left me same old tale it never was.Leaving princess once and for all.No more talking during the call.There's not really that much to it .A hello, hi never say goodbye.Meaningless and sounding nice.Won't knock twice.MY FLIGHT LEAVES TOMMORROW.UPWARD FROM THE SORROW.WHEN I'M ON MY WAY,PLEASE LEAVE THE DOOR AJAR.
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Sunday, July 7th, 2002
8:23 pm
I'M NOT MAD IT'S YOU: BY ACIDRYYou used to be decent and then you made your descent.You call me and call me a criminal but when you're the thief how could you make the call?A thousand lawyers wouldn't change the fact that you're wrong. Sadly in this world a man can be wrong and get his way with enough money. An honest days work is a way to screw you.But I forget you're never wrong so what can I do?When everyone you meet is the enemy do you ever think that it could all be you?You compensate with your slander.Always getting "played" when we're kind of getting paid. You turn any arguement into a no win.Hide away because hopefully deep down somewhere you know you weren't always all there.You'll pervert our laws for your gain. Causing unamed innocents so much pain.YOU ARE THE REASON YOUR BEST LAID PLANS WERE LAID TO WASTE. IT'S YOUR RUSH JUDGEMENTS AND HASTE.MAYBE YOU DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING.BUT HOPEFULLY YOU REALIZE YOUR MAKING A KINGDOM OUT OF NOTHING.GOING NOWHERE EVERYONES DONE AND YOU'LL GET THERE.
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Thursday, June 27th, 2002
5:54 pm
far flung : by acidryEvery moments another moment to live. Every seconds closer to death.Exhausted by every breath.Exhilarated by every breath.Someday maybe but not today.In that moment when everything is on the line but your etiquite politely smiles.How many ways can you get to the same answer. These while's are such long miles.Sometimes in the way is the only way.The scrutiny watching you.Everyone has to pay.If they only knew.Paranoid or reasonable. Another scheme in the 9-5 dream.Everytime you be yourself ,"adults don't act that way"You know there is a better day.Not trying to impress anyone.I stopped caring if they cared.Long gone but never bought the farm.Offer sung but you don't grab the arm.You are your own world.Do what you like with what you don't have.By the time you see the twilight you're seeing the light. What ever gave us the right?ANOTHER HOLIDAY ...IN THE HOUSE OF THE INNOCENT
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Wednesday, June 19th, 2002
8:50 pm
Mis interpret: by acidryI read the book about old red.I heard them live, they really taught me how to live.Your so dead , he's still dead.I made love to you in the lift , you made love to me in the elevator. Was it something I said?Lets go to the watering hole, the old billa bong.Bloody hell, fucking hell.Sometimes it doesn't go so well.I probably will leave money to you in the will.Throw a dime in the wishing well hope you're feeling well. Swell.That's bad!That movie was so bad.I don't know about being glad.Lets all throw the Brittish peace signs.Lets all give Australia the thumbs up.HUGGING IN EUTOPIA.
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8:50 pm
Mis interpret: by acidryI read the book about old red.I heard them live, they really taught me how to live.Your so dead , he's still dead.I made love to you in the lift , you made love to me in the elevator. Was it something I said?Lets go to the watering hole, the old billa bong.Bloody hell, fucking hell.Sometimes it doesn't go so well.I probably will leave money to you in the will.Throw a dime in the wishing well hope you're feeling well. Swell.That's bad!That movie was so bad.I don't know about being glad.Lets all throw the Brittish peace signs.Lets all give Australia the thumbs up.HUGGING IN EUTOPIA.
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Tuesday, June 18th, 2002
5:10 pm
SCHIZOTYPAL: BY acidryI know I'm great I'm just waiting for everyone to notice. I know their whispers are about me.My friend makes me uncomfortable.I'm saving myself.Every eye is staring too young to lose my health.Lost interest in sex a long time ago.I don't know this big secret I'm supposed to know. Excuse excuse me but most people don't really have much to say.They'd probably think I'm in the way.Someday is an upcoming day.In.. the .. way.Why lay with the lie.I don't need your why.Go home and die.Tommorrow I'll have the time to try.I'M.. NOT .. LIKE .. THEM.
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4:36 pm
Eight: by acidryShe drove all of your friends away now she says she's all you've got.Always going for the plateau of marriage and etherial visage where everything will be clear.Now that you've walked down the aisle you're still are unsatisfied.Figuring enough of these little losses will be your Nirvana. Everytime you touch humanity , you question a little sanity.Until you can live with yourself how can you live with anyone else?Are all the answers outside? Is there a reason I should hide?One countries insult is anothers compliment.Men hugging men they must be gay.Why do we let the antiquated get in our way?Sometimes you don't want to know why.Sometimes you should let bygones die.IT'S ALL SEVENS
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Friday, June 14th, 2002
7:59 pm
ARZ: by acidryAlways building a better gun. Everyday we live under a different sun.A disaster from infancy once again.Just a little disbelief to show were human again........We like to laugh because it's not the truth.Someday you'll make a fine example.Grow old accepting whats easier.Giving up in time so ample.A moment alive is a lifetime dead.Never forget the ever persistent dread.As long as your picket fenced, zero tolerance, and in ignorance.Got my two point five .Is this what they meant by being alive?LIQUID DIETS AND THE SUNDAY MORNING RIOTS.
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7:50 pm
UNI: by acidrySometimes...you have to say no.Sometimes ...you have to let go.Sometimes...it pays to know.I've never been less sorry.My eyes less starry.I'm probably swimming in it so I can't worry.If I can't join them why should I hurry.Sometimes I think we stare off the edge of the cliff is because we can die.Tell me this is cooincidence.Give me some re assurance.WHAT EVER MAYBE NEVER.PERHAPS, MAYBE FOREVER.
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Sunday, June 9th, 2002
5:20 pm
Let's do lunch: by acidryFriends say I should take up hunting.Trends say I should pocket my fronting.It's not so bad if you don't care.The clowns aren't so sad if you don't go there.Now matter how mad don't stare.It's all about the clothes you wear.images and assholes.Ask where your crucifix and double dare.Mirages and sinkholes.Rub your sticks and start the affair.Not retarded not quite there.Not p.c. not a care.Mediocre are the words but with a lot of flair.Brave men drove it home.Smart men walked it off.Always a hair from going off.Cynical gotta scoff.NOT THAT IMPORTANT.
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Friday, June 7th, 2002
12:18 pm
YXZ: by acidryYou wax about freedom and choice. Never really developing a voice.Beautiful girl it's good to see you today.I wonder where I'll be when I'm away.It's a perfect moment replaced by infamy. Don't ask for answers because there are none for me. Just because you turn away doesn't mean it's still not there.I'm confused so I won't go anywhere.I'm halfway there so please don't stare.At me with your heathen glare.Going going gone I must go on but I'm "wrong".So long and thanks for all the drugs.Sorry wrong sing the song that goes on so long.In the company of innocent theives tramps and thugs.ANYWHERE BUT EVERYWHEREGO NOWHERETRENDY NO CARE.
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Thursday, June 6th, 2002
4:55 pm
Cheese Anthem: by acidryThere's Clara, Sarah and Tamara.No more lipstick and mascera. Just a needle and an I dare ya. The latest of the hottest trend.If I'm high will you be my friend.No more reality just pretend. No more bleeding heart to mend.It's so fashionable the new summer trend is sweatshirts.Impress all the jocks and perverts.Zits were so yesterday abscesses are so today.It's so dope you'll be pimpin', pumping, rubber room jumpin'. Who needs friends when you get wasted to make amends. Sell that stuff you can always buy it back. So what if you took a few bankers to the sack.You're finally good at something you've got the knack.MY DEAD GIRLFRIENDS.ALWAYS UP ON THE TRENDS. MY DEAD GIRLFRIENDS.ALWAYS TYING UP THE LOOSE ENDS.GIRLFRIENDS.
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4:14 pm
METICULOUS METROPOLIS: BY ACIDRYPrescription society all childproof and gone astray. As long as I take to it all goes away. Always protecting the children by keeping them ignorant. Overplaying presumed innocence to the point of arrogance. Keep them stupid and it'll all go away.It's still there how could you go wrong you'd had this planned in every way.Just like the good old days when they were barefoot and pregnant you say.The world isn't black and white it's more like a touch of grey.I don't have anything left too say. They've taken it all away. A liberty here a liberty there and off to the camps the next day.Love is not the answer and never was. You can love the devil and he'll still steal your soul just "because".An armed society is a violent society but an unarmed society is a dead hypocricy.Only a dictator could run a utopia. Mad as hell oh well.All we want to hear from you is, jeepers that's swell.Every city looks the same in the sprawl hell. Suburbia will never look the same.Right wing, middle ground left wing fascists look to blame.Penis envy culture looking to make a name.HAPPILY EVER AFTER.ONE IN THE SAME. ALL YOU CAN ASPIRE TO IS POWER AND FAME. ONE IN THE SAME.
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3:55 pm
Prescribed, invidbed: by acidryI'd rather be bitter and depressed than numb and oppressed. Just because my prescribed remedy alleviates thoughts doesn't mean it's whats best. I'd rather curl in a corner than be like the "rest". Pet diseases prescribing real issues away.Tommorrow is another day. It helps me but is this what I really want for the long haul.A fact of life is that you'll run into the wall.Is it really normal to be able to cope?Is it really normal to have a take two and call me in the morning hope?You call it a new frontier. Where drugs stop you from using drugs.You no longer have to worry or fear.You criticize one addiction in lieu of another. The greatest mental health problem is instant gratification.I know you retch at my insinuation. Depression is only human.Most people feel or are unable to deal.It's just that most people are taught that this isn't normal so they shut up because everyone wants to be normal.Who's to say illegal substance abuse is more rational than legal substance abuse?If it helps you thats a good thing.If it hinders you that's a whole different bell to ring. SERVICE WITH A SMILE.
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Wednesday, June 5th, 2002
8:21 pm
As if an angry man has much clout: by acidryThe new pets are diseases.The doctor is overprescribing my life away.I'm headed off to go astray.I know you think you're right. You think you have precedence for a fight. But your sadly mistaken.You'll only lose friends and family by throwing your tantrum. You mock and think you're never wrong.Can you be that dumb.I guess money changes everything.So what if every everythings supposedly gone wrong. If your fits were sending you to the "poorhouse" all along. You ask am I supposed to be beaten within an inch and sing a happy song. No but you must ask yourself am I wrong. You treat everyone like shit from your holier than thou perspective.You think I don't know the gist? You think I don't know what I'm doing? Do you think this has been for my health?Hearts go with the wealth.You're not the same person I once knew. But what can I do?Girl fuck you.I DON'T NEED YOUR SHITTY ATTITUDE.
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Tuesday, June 4th, 2002
6:45 pm
RD ERD : BY ACIDRYJust because you've been shit on doesn't mean the worlds your toilet.I'm planning my escape and I'm not going to tell one of these fuckers which road I take.Just because you're a man doesn't mean you have to be an man.So what if they insulted you let it be.Two people pissed off and the middleman gets takes the blame. I'm sick of the fucking game.I don't have to deal with your same old same.You mock me because they mock you.They shouldn't mock you. But there's nothing I can do.BALLOON ANIMALS AND BASIC MATH